My father abandoned his family yesterday, he scheduled a trip to leave on Easter to take care of 'business' without letting my mother know. He switched to another flight and left last night, I thought I would be fine but this is the last straw. He has hurt everyone around him for the last time.
He isn't the same man that raised me, over the past 14 months he has changed into a time bomb. He snaps at my mom whenever she gives him advice, and instead seeks advice in his children. I don't miss him, I miss who he was.
For the past 14 months it's been like living on a battle ground, the paper thin walls in my house couldn't shelter anyone from hearing my parents fight, you had to be careful about what you talked about because that could set someone off, and there was always the fear of my father leaving for good. I know that if I were able to leave for a little while I wouldn't look back. Because my family is officially toxic.
The reason I'm putting this on my blog is because it helps me.
He isn't the same man that raised me, over the past 14 months he has changed into a time bomb. He snaps at my mom whenever she gives him advice, and instead seeks advice in his children. I don't miss him, I miss who he was.
For the past 14 months it's been like living on a battle ground, the paper thin walls in my house couldn't shelter anyone from hearing my parents fight, you had to be careful about what you talked about because that could set someone off, and there was always the fear of my father leaving for good. I know that if I were able to leave for a little while I wouldn't look back. Because my family is officially toxic.
The reason I'm putting this on my blog is because it helps me.
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